Anyhow been feeling like a freaking balloon me and Paul took two trips in vain to the hospital I am so sick of false alarms and back kicks that makes you feel that your back is going to be broken in two. Do not care how motherly people say It should feel it is not fun at all and I want to be over and done with. Actually it feels so bad to see Paul so clueless and feeling he is useless last night tried to walk him through what I was feeling but although he was holding my hand like I was going to run away and he frantically nodded his head he did not know what I was talking about. I am tired. I even decided to be at my mum's to help make Paul feel more at ease and go to work cause if Paul sat with me every time he felt worried he is probably going to be fired :)
I am thinking of having drug induced delivery and get it over and done with .. Don't know yet..