First of all thanks for all the people who helped in the process of naming PJ did not know that Paulo has turned it into a forum in here, So this is where all the good ideas come from LOL
Anyhow been feeling like a freaking balloon me and Paul took two trips in vain to the hospital I am so sick of false alarms and back kicks that makes you feel that your back is going to be broken in two. Do not care how motherly people say It should feel it is not fun at all and I want to be over and done with. Actually it feels so bad to see Paul so clueless and feeling he is useless last night tried to walk him through what I was feeling but although he was holding my hand like I was going to run away and he frantically nodded his head he did not know what I was talking about. I am tired. I even decided to be at my mum's to help make Paul feel more at ease and go to work cause if Paul sat with me every time he felt worried he is probably going to be fired :)
I am thinking of having drug induced delivery and get it over and done with .. Don't know yet..
Anyhow been feeling like a freaking balloon me and Paul took two trips in vain to the hospital I am so sick of false alarms and back kicks that makes you feel that your back is going to be broken in two. Do not care how motherly people say It should feel it is not fun at all and I want to be over and done with. Actually it feels so bad to see Paul so clueless and feeling he is useless last night tried to walk him through what I was feeling but although he was holding my hand like I was going to run away and he frantically nodded his head he did not know what I was talking about. I am tired. I even decided to be at my mum's to help make Paul feel more at ease and go to work cause if Paul sat with me every time he felt worried he is probably going to be fired :)
I am thinking of having drug induced delivery and get it over and done with .. Don't know yet..
5 comments:
Em welcome back girl and can not believe that you thought Paulo was coming up with all the good stuff "just kidding"
Paul would be fine he just wishes he could help out that notion is sweet
Don't know about the drug induced thing I would say wait till the natural time comes don't rush it I know its easier said than done.
Hey, welcome back milady.
I just love how you two handle things, I know it's a pain and all, but come the end of this you'll look back at those times and smile cause they bind you even more.
Good luck and get well
Oh I told you being at your mum's is a good idea apart from knowing i am not that creative you get to be around all day what is better and it beats the hell out of phones at least my boss wouldn't eye ball me about them the fucker "Grrrr"
I am sorry you feel bad hun but I am with the boss about waiting but its your decision to take i am there either way
hey,
i know the feeling, been there! makes you feel that rolling would be easier, only it isn't!!
i heard all those rumours about how motherly the pain should make us feel, urban myth! sorry to tell you girl, it will be too much pain and discomfort and u might be too drugged to even enjoy the show! you will only feel the bond catching up (REALLY FAST) when everyone is gone and you're with your little one holding him close and him/her just resting so peacefully, keep that thought in mind and good luck...
about induced delivery, i personally wouldn't recommend it due to its side effects that could lead to an episiotomy or a c-section! however, it's your call, just check the matter with your doctor and research it a bit to make sure you're ready... i never tried epidurals but i hear they are the best way to go....
sorry for the long comment, i just feel for young mothers
I guess she delivered the baby by now =)
Hmmm...there is no one around in the blog or in sarah's blog!
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