I have been having a lousy week and I feel worried, Ema went to the doctor and he told us that Junior is giving her hard time once again he decided to be up side down and now the doctor informed us there is a big chance that Em might give birth on the 7th month which scared the hell out of me. I am now very pissed at this small thing that is hurting my Em who in God's name does he think he is to do this? I know I sound silly and all being the reason of the mess but I feel guilty and wish we would take it back. Does that make me a bad father? Do not care honestly but the fact that I see her every now and then crossing her eye brows and biting her lips in silence from the pain so she would not freak me out makes me wonder what did I do?
I do not want this I want me Em back and hate how she has to be brave in her pains cause me lame ass fear for her that much. What can I do? I really wish I would endure her pain but do not know what to do but sit by the bed watch her sleeping and look at her swollen belly and pray to the man up stairs to bring her to safety.
Please God if you are going to punish me do not do it through her.. PLEASE
I do not want this I want me Em back and hate how she has to be brave in her pains cause me lame ass fear for her that much. What can I do? I really wish I would endure her pain but do not know what to do but sit by the bed watch her sleeping and look at her swollen belly and pray to the man up stairs to bring her to safety.
Please God if you are going to punish me do not do it through her.. PLEASE
Be tough... It shall pass hopefully.
ReplyDeleteDon't worry isa everything will be fine, all pregnant women have back pains it shall pass isa.
ReplyDeleteU only huv to be wiz her, supporting, caring and do not forget that this child is part of both of u :))
Posh and M:
ReplyDeleteThanks Girls I know I sound like a big coward but I can not help but worry she is my Em :(
Oh Paul do not worry your Em would be fine and after all this is a new phase so freaking out is expected but do not be too freaked out to be there, getting what I mean :)
ReplyDeleteinshaallah she will deliver ur baby, and both of them will be in best health ya Rab.
ReplyDeletebelieve me it worth the pain